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A Friend Like You

As humans,

We yearn for that comfort,

That joy in our heart

We look around,

For other people,

To join in this art.

What you gave to me,

Was like a needed restart,

You showed me comfort,

In a time,

Were I felt depart

I’m not an introvert,

But making friends is hard,

At times I assert,

Because my bodies always on guard.

I wear my heart on my sleeve,

Which also causes pain,

I’ve always been one to believe,

To say what’s on the brain

But I hurt you,

Which is something I didn’t intend,

The last thing I want,

Is for this friendship to end.

Because I need a friend like you,

One that’s by my side,

Because of my past relationships,

My soul and heart has broken,

I feel part of my life has died,

As I am moving forward,

As I continue this stride,

I need you to be there,

Right by my side.

Lean on me, I’ll lean on you,

Like a great friend is suppose to do.

In time, please believe,

This friendship will help us heal,

And trust love again, eventually.

I want to be your friend,

Nothing more, nothing less,

The fact that we are here,

I tell God, I feel blessed.

When you need me there,

By your side, I’ll be,

I want this friendship to be strong,

I want this reflection to be the better part of me

40 Random Questions…

To let me viewers get to know me better, I have decided to answer 40 random questions. As I continue the Glimpse Into My Life series, I figured it would also be good to give you even more insight into my thoughts and life.

So here we go…

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HomePod… It’s Here!

Back during WWDC 2017, Apple unveiled a new speaker for the home called: HomePod. This is Apple’s first take on the smart speaker space that has been heavily dominated by the likes of Amazon and Google. With the HomePod, Apple talked about the smartness of this speaker. This speaker has the ability to sense the room and location in that room it is in to delivery crisp sound.

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Flu Epidemic? Yes… Be Careful

As many of you know, the flu this season is not friendly to the human race. Not that these flu’s usually are helpful to our bodies, but this particular flu virus is causing thousands of people to experience a cold and flu-like illnesses that may have never been felt before.

I recently just got over this flu. And let me tell you, this virus is not nice at all. I work from home, so contact with people outside of my house is rare. I went to a party for my stepfather’s birthday on a Sunday, then by mid-day Wednesday, I wasn’t feeling good. By Wednesday evening, I knew I was already sick. This virus stayed in my system for a good seven days. Most of my days I was in bed. I either was freezing or I was burning up. Most of the time, I would have a fever (my entire head just burning up) and the rest of my body would be ice cold. On the third day of bed rest and drinking lots of water, I finally decided to head to the hospital.

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Glimpse Into My Life… Pt. 22

Around Thanksgiving in 2017, I started to notice something was a tad bit off with the vision from my right eye. If I closed by of my eyes, I could see a small greyish green circle in my right eye that would start to fade. If I only kept my right eye open, I could tell that everything was becoming greyed/washed out. I use computer monitors every day for my job, so I started to think my eyesight must be going bad. I also thought that maybe I was just tired and I needed some rest.

Two days later, I noticed that, along with the greyish green circle, my vision was also completely blurry in that same area. I was looking at different objects in my house and would notice that I couldn’t tell that object was even there when only looking out of my right eye. This, of course, started to worry me. I talked with my family about this, and they recommended that I stop at America’s Best (a contact/glass company that does eye testing) to get my eyes looked at.

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Glimpse Into My Life… Pt. 21

This will be a hard one to write…

As a few of you may know, there has been a big sudden change in my life. Although I still feel it is a dream and I don’t want to accept it, reality does start to set in after awhile. During this post, I will not come out exactly and say what is happening, but please be sure that I am OK.

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An Update…

Hello Followers:

I do apologize for my absence the last many months.  With the my newest job, life changes, Holidays, and other events, I have been very busy.  Here are a few things to expect coming from me and the site for 2018…

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Best Friend…

I apologize,
For taking this long,
To understand where things went wrong,
As you already started to move on.
I apologize,
We use to romance and tell our deepest thoughts,
Then we lost this ability,
That lead to this destructibility.
I apologize,
For my soul joined your soul,
Your path joined my path,
Forever, I thought this would last.
I apologize,
Because Somewhere we got comfortable,
Which start us on this irreversible path,
The lead to your indecision,
Where moving forward alone,
Was the best decision.
I apologize,
For You lossing your best friend,
For me lossing my best friend,
Why are we doing this again?
I apologize,
But I don’t think it’s too late,
We just need some faith,
To continue this fate.
I apologies,
You are my soulmate,
You are my day,
You are my moments,
You take my breath away.
I apologize,
For as long as you live,
I want to be by your side,
Holding your hand,
As we stride.
I apologize.

Sincerely,

Your Best Friend

Be In My Heart…

As I sit here,
Mind twisted
Visions of us appear,
These memories consisted…

of the theme park,
I remember the rides,
of telling our stories,
I remember the confides

One by One,
The images come and go,
A beautiful album,
That we can flip through when we’re old

But as I sit here,
I am trying to see,
A world without,
A You and of a Me

I understand that,
Life can be tough,
I understand that,
Being alone is easy

I understand that,
Each past can be rough,
I understand that,
Marriage isnt breezy.

I’m a loving man,
I put my heart on my sleeve,
When I first met you,
I just couldnt believe,

That you gave me a chance,
Scotty’s the first date
Many memories after,
That got us to fate

A beautiful marriage,
On a hot day,
With our loving family,
Observing us say…

“For Better Or Worse…”

You are my soulmate,
But somehow we got lost,
Something, Somehow went wrong,
And here comes the cost

I’m lossing my bestfriend,
The only person I could trust,
Now I’m sitting here writting this,
Because I don’t know how to adjust

I gave you my all,
I truely want you to know,
I wanted to be by your side,
Through the thick or thin snow

I’m not giving up,
But at the same,
Because I’m a good man,
I’m respecting your wishes.

I’m not ready to leave,
But at the same,
Because I’m still in love,
I’m respecting your wishes.

I love you,
Til Death Do Us Part,
For the rest of my days,
You will always be in my Heart.

Motivation To Be Fit

 

Over the years post high school, I go back and forth on my weight. I will get to a point we’re I am just no happy nor comfortable with the shape of my figure. I also start to lose the weight, but once I get to a certain point, I stop and start to eventually gain it all back.

We have all been there…

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