Author: robert1ee

A Friend Like You

As humans,

We yearn for that comfort,

That joy in our heart

We look around,

For other people,

To join in this art.

What you gave to me,

Was like a needed restart,

You showed me comfort,

In a time,

Were I felt depart

I’m not an introvert,

But making friends is hard,

At times I assert,

Because my bodies always on guard.

I wear my heart on my sleeve,

Which also causes pain,

I’ve always been one to believe,

To say what’s on the brain

But I hurt you,

Which is something I didn’t intend,

The last thing I want,

Is for this friendship to end.

Because I need a friend like you,

One that’s by my side,

Because of my past relationships,

My soul and heart has broken,

I feel part of my life has died,

As I am moving forward,

As I continue this stride,

I need you to be there,

Right by my side.

Lean on me, I’ll lean on you,

Like a great friend is suppose to do.

In time, please believe,

This friendship will help us heal,

And trust love again, eventually.

I want to be your friend,

Nothing more, nothing less,

The fact that we are here,

I tell God, I feel blessed.

When you need me there,

By your side, I’ll be,

I want this friendship to be strong,

I want this reflection to be the better part of me

Best Friend…

I apologize,
For taking this long,
To understand where things went wrong,
As you already started to move on.
I apologize,
We use to romance and tell our deepest thoughts,
Then we lost this ability,
That lead to this destructibility.
I apologize,
For my soul joined your soul,
Your path joined my path,
Forever, I thought this would last.
I apologize,
Because Somewhere we got comfortable,
Which start us on this irreversible path,
The lead to your indecision,
Where moving forward alone,
Was the best decision.
I apologize,
For You lossing your best friend,
For me lossing my best friend,
Why are we doing this again?
I apologize,
But I don’t think it’s too late,
We just need some faith,
To continue this fate.
I apologies,
You are my soulmate,
You are my day,
You are my moments,
You take my breath away.
I apologize,
For as long as you live,
I want to be by your side,
Holding your hand,
As we stride.
I apologize.

Sincerely,

Your Best Friend

Be In My Heart…

As I sit here,
Mind twisted
Visions of us appear,
These memories consisted…

of the theme park,
I remember the rides,
of telling our stories,
I remember the confides

One by One,
The images come and go,
A beautiful album,
That we can flip through when we’re old

But as I sit here,
I am trying to see,
A world without,
A You and of a Me

I understand that,
Life can be tough,
I understand that,
Being alone is easy

I understand that,
Each past can be rough,
I understand that,
Marriage isnt breezy.

I’m a loving man,
I put my heart on my sleeve,
When I first met you,
I just couldnt believe,

That you gave me a chance,
Scotty’s the first date
Many memories after,
That got us to fate

A beautiful marriage,
On a hot day,
With our loving family,
Observing us say…

“For Better Or Worse…”

You are my soulmate,
But somehow we got lost,
Something, Somehow went wrong,
And here comes the cost

I’m lossing my bestfriend,
The only person I could trust,
Now I’m sitting here writting this,
Because I don’t know how to adjust

I gave you my all,
I truely want you to know,
I wanted to be by your side,
Through the thick or thin snow

I’m not giving up,
But at the same,
Because I’m a good man,
I’m respecting your wishes.

I’m not ready to leave,
But at the same,
Because I’m still in love,
I’m respecting your wishes.

I love you,
Til Death Do Us Part,
For the rest of my days,
You will always be in my Heart.

All You Can Eat

excuse me while a take this… (vapes)

ok…

been at this for a long time,
written many rhymes,
different styles, different flows,
i evolve but still shine
haters come by the dozens,
but those eggs i toss,
Always sunny side up
I’m never at their loss.
some try to scramble
take me by surprise
i throw pepper on that shit
and still i rise
just like the sun
or should i say His Son
brighter than ever
earned my patients from day one
rappers from Mars
women from Venus
I’m from Earth
strong like the viens of a penis
ok…
that was explicit
but on some real shit,
but don’t cum like a pussy
or I’ll slap that clitoris
stomp you in your tracks
with the cleats on my feet
i run this game
til your dead, til your defeat.
some say I’m sweet,
i must be because bugs bug me
spray on some DEET,
make them retreat.
I’m far from weak,
no struggle in my sleep
ain’t worried bout my past,
the futures before me.
so i leave you with one question
if you were to die today
would your life been a waste
or would be a buffet.
(an all you can eat)

no title

all day I lean
wantin to eat clean
then i pull over
cause i see what i fien
they call it thirsty
i call it thursday
prep for the weekend
shots on shots
not even stopping when the day ends
some call me < insert >
i call me Robert
cant handle me
move to the front seat
get a better view
listen very well
misunderstood is your misunderstanding
i’m straight dude
you’re confused dude
some say im hard headed
i say my heads hard
take that how you want
some claim dey block
i claim my city
indianapolis, indy, IND
317 and the 463
future proof?
hell no
but im hustlin
sweat every day
even past pay day
i dont need to try
words just come to mind
i wrote this in a few
you still thinkin how to start your rhyme
hahaha i had to laugh
cause i’m feelin my self
i’m feelin, i’m feelin, i’m feelin myself
somethin that you should do
look into the mirror
what do you seek
a better person than last week?
a better person than last year?
some call it change
i call it revolutions
small steps forward
no stepping back
history is the past
future isnt written
so i’m here…
just livin

Rainy Days

eyes open…

you awake to the sounds
the shaking of the bed
as the storm pounds

you lay there for relaxation
as the rain pours
like the doctor just gave you a sedation

maybe it’s just me
the sound of rain brings back memories

memoires of good times
memories when i’m sad
memories, that sometimes i wished
that i never had

the wind picks up
a loud thunder cracks above
your heart starts to race
it’s a poetic kind of love

you look out through the window
you see nothing in sight
then a bolt of lightning strikes
making your world look bright

just for a split second
then your world becomes dark
you close your eyes
and listen to your beating heart

that’s the moment when it all starts
you keep your eyes closed
and the dreams start to spark

rainy days
oh rainy days
every time you are here
i want to stay in my pj’s

Time…

When I am awake
I am tired
When I am asleep
I am awake
When I am dreaming
I am focused
When I am thinking
I am dreaming
When I am awake
I am sleeping
When I am tired
I am awake
When I am dreaming
I am thinking
When I am focused
I am dreaming

When I am bored
I am working
When I am at home
I am bored
When I am writing
I am suggestive
When I am plotting
I am writing
When I am bored
I am at home
When I am working
I am bored
When I am writing
I am plotting
When I am suggestive
I am writing

When time continues
Life stands still
When life continues
Time stands still
When time stands still
Life continues
When life stands still
Time continues…

Catch Me…

Days asleep
Nights awake
To much time to think
To much time to think

Spending time
Countless conversations
Taking things step by step
Getting to know you
Revelations…

These thoughts
Shouldn’t be happening
But these dreams
Seem everlasting

Days asleep
Nights awake
I’m falling
Catch me before
My life starts
Snowballing

Know Yourself…

Chase the rabbit
Into the dark hole
Take a leap of faith
You don’t know where it my go

Down and Down
A Tunnel you fall
Then land on your feet
In a room where you seem so tall

Its all a dream
Or is it
You try to pinch yourself
But nothing seems to work

You start to wonder
Is this…
really real…
Or is something waiting to lurk

Queen of hearts
Be damned if you meet her
Her games are filled with deceit

One bad play,
Off with your head,
Time to pull back and retreat

Remember the journey,
Remember the bravery,
Remember who you are…

Cause at the end of the day,
No matter what they say,
You’re a better character of judgement
Than they are…

New Beginning…

Sunlight is bright…
As it sits high in the skies,
Not a cloud in sight…
Starts to blur my eyes.

Powdered sand…
Pressured by our feet,
Wiping sweat with my hand…
Trying to stay cool in the heat.

Collecting seashells…
Started to become our morning walk tradition,
Setting up something you couldn’t tell…
Which’ll bring back a fond recollection.

On one knee, I took on that beach…
Asked you a question that means a lot to me,
“Will you spend the rest of your life with me?”
“Will you… Marry me?”

I DO…