A Friend Like You

As humans,

We yearn for that comfort,

That joy in our heart

We look around,

For other people,

To join in this art.

What you gave to me,

Was like a needed restart,

You showed me comfort,

In a time,

Were I felt depart

I’m not an introvert,

But making friends is hard,

At times I assert,

Because my bodies always on guard.

I wear my heart on my sleeve,

Which also causes pain,

I’ve always been one to believe,

To say what’s on the brain

But I hurt you,

Which is something I didn’t intend,

The last thing I want,

Is for this friendship to end.

Because I need a friend like you,

One that’s by my side,

Because of my past relationships,

My soul and heart has broken,

I feel part of my life has died,

As I am moving forward,

As I continue this stride,

I need you to be there,

Right by my side.

Lean on me, I’ll lean on you,

Like a great friend is suppose to do.

In time, please believe,

This friendship will help us heal,

And trust love again, eventually.

I want to be your friend,

Nothing more, nothing less,

The fact that we are here,

I tell God, I feel blessed.

When you need me there,

By your side, I’ll be,

I want this friendship to be strong,

I want this reflection to be the better part of me

What’s The Reason…

Whats to remember when I didnt even exist?
The thoughts of starting somethin,
Didn’t mean shit…
The truth?
You never wanted any part of it.

Should of listened from the get go
My heart was starving
You feed me till I was full
Heart pounding, carving…

I really don’t know much,
But I know what to feel…
And as much as I hate needles at the doctors,
I can tell you that this shit was more real.

Pain is all around the world,
Love has fallen apart,
And this is the last time in my life,
I will give away my heart.

Wear it on my sleeve,
I should consider that,
Because as easy as it was for me to give it away,
I could of been letting someone borrow my hat.

And to get it back…
Is as easier than to give???
Let me ask you a question…
Is it easier to steal or to borrow?
Is it easier to suffer or to live?

That’s right… life is crazy,
We suffer daily,
We all wake up to accomplish one thing,
Get through another one… maybe.

So what should I do…
Jump off a bridge?
Just “kick it” and “hang”?
Should I ride til I die?
Rockin guns never get the same pain?

Its all bullshit…
I’m over it…
I will just drink…
Til my body can no longer function…
That, will be, accomplished in one way…
When my life no longer functions…