Be In My Heart…

As I sit here,
Mind twisted
Visions of us appear,
These memories consisted…

of the theme park,
I remember the rides,
of telling our stories,
I remember the confides

One by One,
The images come and go,
A beautiful album,
That we can flip through when we’re old

But as I sit here,
I am trying to see,
A world without,
A You and of a Me

I understand that,
Life can be tough,
I understand that,
Being alone is easy

I understand that,
Each past can be rough,
I understand that,
Marriage isnt breezy.

I’m a loving man,
I put my heart on my sleeve,
When I first met you,
I just couldnt believe,

That you gave me a chance,
Scotty’s the first date
Many memories after,
That got us to fate

A beautiful marriage,
On a hot day,
With our loving family,
Observing us say…

“For Better Or Worse…”

You are my soulmate,
But somehow we got lost,
Something, Somehow went wrong,
And here comes the cost

I’m lossing my bestfriend,
The only person I could trust,
Now I’m sitting here writting this,
Because I don’t know how to adjust

I gave you my all,
I truely want you to know,
I wanted to be by your side,
Through the thick or thin snow

I’m not giving up,
But at the same,
Because I’m a good man,
I’m respecting your wishes.

I’m not ready to leave,
But at the same,
Because I’m still in love,
I’m respecting your wishes.

I love you,
Til Death Do Us Part,
For the rest of my days,
You will always be in my Heart.

Glimpse Into My Life… Pt. 20

When the iPhone 4 was announced, I was totally excited to soon upgrade to this device. I was still using an iPhone 3G as I skipped on upgrading to the iPhone 3GS. This iPhone, now being an all time favorite of iPhone owners, was mocked and made fun of for its design in the beginning.

My father and I wanted to upgrade to this device. We decided, for a first, to camp out at our local Apple Store so we could get our hands on this new device on launch day.  We made plans, a few days prior, to make sure we would be some of the first customers in line.

My father was a truck driver and just got off his shift (12 hours) and home around 10PM the night before. I worked as a manager at a grocery store and worked 10-8PM that day.  We met up at his house at 11PM and took off to the Apple Store. We arrived there just before midnight.

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New Beginning…

Sunlight is bright…
As it sits high in the skies,
Not a cloud in sight…
Starts to blur my eyes.

Powdered sand…
Pressured by our feet,
Wiping sweat with my hand…
Trying to stay cool in the heat.

Collecting seashells…
Started to become our morning walk tradition,
Setting up something you couldn’t tell…
Which’ll bring back a fond recollection.

On one knee, I took on that beach…
Asked you a question that means a lot to me,
“Will you spend the rest of your life with me?”
“Will you… Marry me?”

I DO…

Live… Life… Love… Life…

Blood is hot,
Heart beats rapidly,
I am out of breath,
However, its worthy…

To seeing your eyes,
To catching a smile,
I’ll always come to you,
Even if I have to travel for miles…

Just to hold your hand,
Just to hear your voice,
Just to steal a kiss,
Just so my soul can rejoice…

Being with you…
Seems to take away any doubt,
The love that you put in life,
Is the best I’ve seen about…

Living this life,
Loving this life,
One day soon, my love,
I will make you my wife…

Hard to Find

Sitting on my tailgate,
Drinking a beer,
Looking across the cornfield,
Wishing you were near…
Cause a love like yours, is hard to find.

Walking through the town,
Couples holding hands,
Under the moon light,
Damn I wish you was here…
Cause a love like yours, is hard to find.

And we all wish that we could… is just be with someone tonight.

Cause,
When I awake in the morning,
Go to sleep in the evening,
And every minute in between,
I keep wishing you was here,
Keep wanting you near.
And,
When I take a warm shower,
Drive around the town for hours,
And every event in between,
I keep wishing you was here,
Keep wanting you nearrrrrrrr.

Listenin’ to the beech waves,
Hearing the morning birds,
And all these wonderful sounds.
Wishing you were near…
Cause a love like yours, is hard to find.

Watching the sun set,
Seeing the moon raise,
Stars, twinkling, amazingly bright,
Wishing you were near…
Cause a love like yours, is hard to find.

And we all wish that we could… just be with someone tonight.

Cause,
When I awake in the morning,
Go to sleep in the evening,
And every minute in between,
I keep wishing you was here,
Keep wanting you near.
And,
When I take a warm shower,
Drive around the town for hours,
And every event in between,
I keep wishing you was here,
Keep wanting you nearrrrrrrr.

And All I wish I could haveeeeeeeeeee…

Is just you with me tonighttttt…..

A Time To…

They say there’s:
A time to cry
A time to be sad
A time to say goodbye
A time to be mad

At this bar, drinking,
Trying to get past this sorrow,
Like a wise man, thinking,
Just get me to tomorrow.

I ask too many questions,
Answers of some, I shouldn’t know,
But I stay in the kitchen, when it gets hot…
Cause that’s when true feelings show

I’m burning memories…
Like rubber on NASCAR,
Please leave my memory,
Go somewhere afar…

If struggling is for the weak,
Then I’m at my weakest point,
Been fighting this for to long,
That I forgot to stop and inhale the joint (life)

What’s after this?
A new beginning or a new sinning,
I needed to keep tough,
Because with every beginning starts a new winning.

Being With You…

Warm days… Cool evenings…
Nothing makes it more Spring,
Being with you… Drinking some wine…
Our favorite band playing as we sing.

Holding hands… in the moon light…
Makes shadows behind our faces,
One look at you… Into those eyes…
And I know that I’ll never trade places.

One day… summer at the beach…
Where we can go and take long walks,
Still holding hands… still looking into those eyes…
I must be in love cause, damn, I can barely talk.

Kissing you… listening to the waves…
It is amazing how we ended up here,
Cause finding you… In this maze…
Filled me with joy, replaced the fear.

Life Moves Fast

Life moves fast…
Memories start to fade…
Pictures start to fade…
Actions, reactions…
All come and go to fast.

Only if one can step back…
Look into ones heart…
Full the love within ones heart…
Warming, Soothing…
Understand now before stepping back.

The simple things in life…
The world as we take it…
The life as we portray it…
Be humble, be faithful…
Understand theres more to life.

There’s more than just you and I…
There’s more than just things…
There’s more than just wants…
There’s greatness within only you can find.