To let me viewers get to know me better, I have decided to answer 40 random questions. As I continue the Glimpse Into My Life series, I figured it would also be good to give you even more insight into my thoughts and life.
So here we go…
Tag: sexual
In Real Life…
I Don’t Have A Dirty Mind…
-The Other Point of View
More Lonely Than Before…
Does waking up to someone in bed every morning make you happy? What if it is someone different every time… Or rather… does having meaningless relationships make you happy? Or would you rather just have someone to call upon when you are lonely…
It’s sad… but when one truly looks at the situation… you can see both parties are just being used. But why? Why? How does this work? How, possibly, in the back of your mind, can you believe that you are doing something good for your feelings/heart when you don’t even love what you are doing?
It makes me wonder… Why do it in the first place then? What is the point in these meaningless relationships… Is it to just make you happy? Is it to satisfy your sexual cravings? Is it to making you feel less lonely… when in actuality, it makes you feel even more so???
Maybe I’m approaching this to sensitive… I mean… it’s just fucking right? Right? What is wrong with sex being just sex? Why does there always have to be feelings involved? Emotions involved? Why can’t just two people get together and just enjoy something wonderful…
That last paragraph is something I’ll never know the answer to. I’ll never understand how one could eventually allow themselves to have sex ONLY because they feel lonely or needed. And to do it with someone that doesn’t care about you or your feelings, but to only satisfy their own loneliness or neediness.
I am a man. I am sensitive. I do care about who I have sex with. I don’t want meaningless relationships. I do love. I do fall in love. I do care about other’s emotions. Call me what you want… but this, my dear friends, is what is missing. This, my dear friends, is why relationships of this sort I have talked about above… will never work. Cause without emotions, without caring, WITHOUT… love… this is just lust.
And lust, to me, is a desease that the mind makes up just to make you feel less lonely. Lust… hurts the soul and cripples the body… and will never… truly… make one happy.
-The Other Point Of View
Seduction…
Desperate Situations,
Sexual Temptation,
My minds focused…
One way track to hopeless…
Starving…
My visual is what my minds carving,
Only one thing I see,
Tunnel vision has consumed me.
So seductive…
I love the way she moves,
From the bathroom to the bed,
Damn… she all up in my head,
Vision no longer clear,
Once she starts kissing on my ear.
My mind goes blank,
As she climbs on top,
Head sinks deeper,
As I tell her “dont stop”.
She must be a dream,
Because this couldn’t exist,
A body so fine as hers…
I thought I could never get with.
As we reach the climax,
She starts to bend back,
She grabs my feet,
As she continues to fight back.
I feel her quiver,
She feels me shake,
She doesn’t stop,
Tell she gets all the bait.
Its amazing…
Breathtaking…
The way she is with me,
I don’t want anything else…
Its amazing…
Breathtaking…
When I’m with her…
She doesn’t want anything else…
Love making at its finest…
