Judgmental…

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It still amazes me how some can think they know what’s best… but what amazes me more, is when they “think they know what’s best” is pushed upon you… “Be curious… not judgmental” -Walt Whitman

 

Live… Life… Love… Life…

Blood is hot,
Heart beats rapidly,
I am out of breath,
However, its worthy…

To seeing your eyes,
To catching a smile,
I’ll always come to you,
Even if I have to travel for miles…

Just to hold your hand,
Just to hear your voice,
Just to steal a kiss,
Just so my soul can rejoice…

Being with you…
Seems to take away any doubt,
The love that you put in life,
Is the best I’ve seen about…

Living this life,
Loving this life,
One day soon, my love,
I will make you my wife…

Moving…

It is amazing how quickly life can change your attitude around. At one point in my life (just a few short weeks ago), I was preaching that I wouldn’t want to be in a relationship unless I found someone that could take my breath away… Today I am writing to let you know… that the woman that has taken by breath away, has agreed with me to move in together to start a life of “us”.

What is going to happen in the next few weeks will be an amazing transition in my life… a life that I never thought I would find in my lifetime…

I’m moving in…

To Be Continued…

robert1ee

A Glimpse Into My Life… Pt. XIV

Today… is my birthday.  Today… marks 30 years that I have walked this planet.  Today… I would like to share my last 30 years with you…

Enjoy!

My time line from Jan 12, 1983 til Jan 12, 2013.  30 years in the making!

To Be Continued…

robert1ee

Lonely Paths

I walk tall
Eyes to the ground
Simple things in this life
Seem hard to be found

Hidden in the dark
My vision tries to see
Pupils enlarged
But nothing I see

I’m told I can find it
But it’s not meant to be found
Wait for it to find you
And spin your around

Life isn’t difficult
Only you make it so
So life is difficult
Because you made it so

Maybe it’s time you realized the truth
Maybe, just maybe…
It’s time to stand up to you…

the end and the beginning…

As this year has come to an end… I look back at everything that has happened this year, and I am grateful. I told myself to make 2012 my year… And I think I had a great year in doing just that.

I started the year off with a great birthday party with amazing friends. I love each and every one of you. You have no idea how much your presence helped me get through this year.

I finalized my divorce. That was a hard one. I need to move on with my life, as did she, and so as we closed this chapter in our lives, we both have moved on to live our own lives.

Very close friends of mine became engaged! I couldn’t be more happy for the two of them! Tiffany and Aaron, you two are amazing and I can’t wait to see you two on your wedding day! Love you guys!

I officially broke into the DJ business. I did two parties and everyone had positive comments on how I performed. That has made me decide to get into this business and start doing gigs. My first wedding is already booked, and I can’t wait to make memories for them.

I feel my best friend and I have spent more time this year hanging out than many of the past years. I love her and her daughter to death. They both are amazing people in my life, and without them, it would be hard to make it through some weeks.

My sister got married and had a baby! She is also expecting a second one that will be due in 2013. Her husband, Kane, is a wonderful guy and I’m glad he is my brother-in-law. He is a great addition to our crazy family! Lol. You two are perfect for each other. Love you guys!

My personally life wasn’t as great as I had hoped it would be… However; this year wasn’t about me having relations, it was about growing myself and finding myself. I went through many personal changes and have started to improve myself in many ways.

My roommate, Christyna Smith, has been amazing. Right when I absolutely needed a roommate, you just happened to want to be my roommate. You are an amazing woman, you are an amazing cook, and you actually like to helps keep the house clean. Thank you for everything.

I have met many new friends along this year, and I have lost many friends this year too. People will come and go in your life, and that’s ok. I have learned to let go and let the past be the past. Which is always very hard for me to do.

I started working for a new company this year that has been amazingly beyond my expectations. Not only does this job fulfill my goals of working in a field of my degree, but it is a very fast pace, exciting, and motivating opportunity as well. I love this job, I have an amazing boss, and I can’t wait to see what 2013 will become of our company.

I hope everyone had amazing year and let’s make 2013 another amazing year!

P.S. If I forgot to mention you… No worries, I’m just trying to write a quick summary of the year, and I’ll add to this as more memories come to mind.

To Be Continued…

robert1ee