Glimpse Into My Life… Pt. 21

This will be a hard one to write…

As a few of you may know, there has been a big sudden change in my life. Although I still feel it is a dream and I don’t want to accept it, reality does start to set in after awhile. During this post, I will not come out exactly and say what is happening, but please be sure that I am OK.

Life is rough when it wants to be. I am usually always a happy person with a big heart. You can usually always find me smiling and enjoying life wherever I am. About two weeks before Christmas, my heart stopped. Or maybe, I was just dreaming and I can’t find a way to wake up. Life as I knew it, just did a 180 on me, and I didn’t know how to flip it back. I cried, I meditated, and then I knew what lead to this sudden change.

Many people go through their life never truly understanding what it is like to find someone that truly cares for them and has love for them. The few that do are usually considered the lucky ones. Or soulmates. Or blessed. However you want to word it, you know when you have found that special someone. That person that can make you always have a better day. That person that makes you smile and laugh. That person that you would like to wake up next to for the rest of your life. That person that you were never looking for, but your heart just was like: “Oh, there you are!”.

I am currently living with some family as I am going through my current change. Some days, not going to lie, are very hard while other days are OK. I am thankful for my family for allowing me to stay at their place as I refocus and get back on track. However, the more that I refocus, the more time I spend thinking about how to change things back and for the better.

As I mentioned in my last post, An Update…, things have changed in my life. These changes are not all for the better, but I am trying to make everything worth it. I’m coping, I’m understanding, and I’m trying to make things work. For better or worse, I’m not giving up easily. But just like the image says at the top, sometimes the mind already knows what the heart hasn’t accepted yet. Or maybe, the heart is stronger than the mind and doesn’t give up as easily.

This year will definitely be an interesting one. If I can give any advise about love, this would be it: If you love someone, make sure they know they are love and know they are appreciated. Make sure you are caring for them, listening to them, and spending time with them. Make sure that you are doing the little things. Trust me, the little things are noticed. Always tell them that you love them and always tell them how beautiful/handsome they are.

-robert1ee

An Update…

Hello Followers:

I do apologize for my absence the last many months.  With the my newest job, life changes, Holidays, and other events, I have been very busy.  Here are a few things to expect coming from me and the site for 2018…

Podcast…

Where are these podcast that you keep mentioning?  Well, they are coming still.  I realized the equipment that I had wasn’t going to work.  More so, my microphone that I had wasn’t picking up the audio that was need.  So, I had to get a new Mic.

And that I did…  I know own a Blue Yeti (blackout edition) microphone, and this thing rocks.  I’ve been testing it for sound quality over the past week and I’m loving what I am hearing from it.

I need a few more things to get this off the ground.  I know we are past 6+ months now from the day I mentioned this, but good things are coming.

Website…

Not too much will change with the blog, as far as looks, but I will be able to start posting more entries.  Over the past month, some things have changed in my life and now I have more spare time.  This is allowing me to focus on projects that I have been putting off.

You soon will see a new front page layout that I’m creating at the moment.  You will see this page when you first make your way to my site.  If you always go straight to the Blog post, you may want to click on Home soon to get a look at the introduction page.  It is live now, but it will start to change in the coming weeks as I start to update it more.

Goals For 2018…

I don’t like to make New Year’s Resolutions, however; I do like to make new goals each year to try to tackle.  A few of these things are:

  • Fitness Goals
    • Get myself back down to a healthy weight and start to focus on healthier goals.
  • Personal Life
    • Be more mindful of what my surrounds are, be more open-minded about what is happening around me, and focus on things that matter most in my life (Family, Friends, Love).
  • Blog
    • Continue to make post that keep my visitors interested and wanting to come back to read more.
    • Get the podcast off and running and turn this into a weekly or more frequent show

I Want To Hear From You More…

I want to interact with all of you.  If you like a post, please like it.  If you have a thought or opinion or question, please post it.  If you have a personal question that you don’t want everyone to see, please go to the Contact page and fill it out.  I will get an email with your answer.

Also, as always, you can follow me on just about all the popular Social Media sites by looking for robert1ee. You can send me your questions there as well.

I am looking forward to what 2018 will bring to our lives.  Here is to wishing you all a great and blessed New Year.

-robert1ee